The cheating bitch

[wa2fastcamaro]

I see the drama will never change on this forum. It is mildly amusing watching you guys argue about what can be posted and whats appropriate. Sometimes its like talking to a bunch of little kids, lol.

On a more serious note. I have have had a few long conversations with my wife, she wants to make things work, but I can't accept that now.

I am going to a counseling session with her and a therapist Friday morning and maybe that will help us both get our feelings out and find a way to individually cope with things.

Very difficult situation, its really had to throw away a life you built with the person you love. Sometimes I wish I could just say to her I never want to see her again and that would be it and never see or talk to her again, but yet part of me still wants her in my life. She insists she will stay on meds and keep getting help if their is a chance our relationship will continue. I have decided I am going to get it a little time to see how things turn out. I am not going to help her at all and still am separating from her and make her do things on her own. I want her to see what she did to me, how I feel and how wrong what she did was. Maybe she is telling me the truth and her illness clouded her judgment, and maybe not. But she seems pretty determined to do whatever it takes to stay in my life. But she has to figure this out for herself.

She actually admitted to me that all our relationship problems have always been her fault but she always blamed me, because she couldn't handle it herself. She has a problem where she really hates herself and in turn hates everyone else and makes them feel like crap too. I did all I could in the past and even changed a lot for her, but it didn't help. So maybe with some time, help or professionals and her friends she can overcome that and lead a normal life. Otherwise if she cannot, I do not want to have any part in her life even again.

Thats how I feel at the moment, take it as you want. But if you were in the same position, it would be difficult for you also.

[MisterCMK]

It sounds like you are heading in the right direction and you have a good head on your shoulders. Things will look up eventually.

[Link]

Goodluck!

[weshole]

Best of luck to you bud.

[Burthwick]

It is difficult and you can only do what makes your life easier. Hope you the best man, this shit does suck.

[zbrown]

Theory of a Deadman "Little Smirk"

.... heard it and all i could think of was this situation

[SPANISH-RICE]

dont get it but...
x2?

[zbrown]

listen to a song called "little smirk" by Theory of a Deadman.... it is off their new album

you will see where i am getting at then.....

k??

[SPANISH-RICE]

alright will do! lol

[00tibby00]

Dude, really sorry about that, reading your thread is going to make it hard for me to sleep tonight, damn!

[imprttuner2]

Hate to hear stuff like that cause I know how it feels too. My Ex-Wife slept with 6 different guys and 3 girls in the first month or two that i was gone in Iraq. Best advice is don't get violent no matter how much u want to and Bail as fast as you can. It may not seem like it now but your life will be better off in the future without that darkness clouding you.

Peace man